Episode 10: The girl who reached for the sky

[david]

NINETEEN FUCKING HOURS.

NINETEEN

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I said going into this tribal council that there was NO way I wanted to be in a position where I didn't have immunity for that tribal council, with votes being negated and Mike having two votes so I was prepared to do anything to keep my place in this game.

After making a deal with Vest and spending hours talking to him to get him to trust me, I was able to get him to quit the competition in 2nd place and I lied to Emily, saying I had done a couple more hours than I had actually done, so she eventually stopped because she thought she could no longer beat me (because she had to stop at 9am PST for school or something).

Also it makes me SICK how comfortable Mike & Arsen are in this game that they didn't even need to try at this competition because they knew they'd be fine regardless. It's disgusting that I am the ONLY one in this game that had the intelligence to snoop on Mike & Arsen being really good friends near the start after everybody was saying they felt good with those two. With the exception of Vanessa wanting Mike out, NOBODY ELSE IN THE GAME IS DOING ANYTHING TO STOP THEM AND I AM SO DONE.

[david]

How I feel about Arsen and Mike in this game in one quick easy BGC gif:

[david]

Part 1 of 2

(sorry i doubt anybody will watch these lmao it literally goes to 20 minutes long lmaaaaao I had a LOT to say/rant about)

[david]

[emrose]

[10/16/15, 4:45:32 PM] ox o: David: so i couldnt just turn my back on him
[10/16/15, 4:45:43 PM] ox o: David: but it is what it is and as long as we can be friends after the game i dont care xo
[10/16/15, 4:49:38 PM] Emily: yes yes of course. I don't take gameplay personally!
[10/16/15, 4:51:03 PM] ox o: David: & i hope you know that you're playing for 3rd behind those two because i'm being 100% honest when i say that i would MUCH rather see you win
[10/16/15, 4:51:04 PM] ox o: David: lmao
[10/16/15, 4:51:51 PM] Emily: oh well, however the game turns out I'm happy to have made it this far
[10/16/15, 4:51:58 PM] Emily: but that doesn't mean I won't stop fighting

i didn't say i didn't care about winning <3 i simply said i didn't hold anything against you for doing what you did, and that i was happy that i made it as far as i did. and then i even said i was going to continue pushing to win. and i knew arsen and i were a final 2, but i obviously wasn't going to tell you that. if he had won immunity in the final 3 challenge, i would have gotten first or second. i just wanted to clarify this to any outsiders. love you David